Planning for Retirement: Edition 8 Pacing Myself

     

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     After a full day Friday at work, covering an extra mailbox as my data systems person took the day off (and also this past Monday and Tuesday), an evening out with my kids for my son's birthday, and a full day Saturday with my siblings at the play and then later book discussion, I was worn out on Sunday. But, having neglected even staying up on basic household tasks like laundry, bathrooms and floors, I spent Sunday getting caught up. Plus, I still had Oreo Truffles and Peanut Blossoms I wanted to make. Next weekend I'll make quick breads/ mini cakes for neighbors, but I don't have the freezer space to do in advance. I splurged on this adorable mini Bundt pan to make copy cat bundtinis like Nothing Bundts. (I'll share pictures late.) Actually, I  spent just $5 at Home Goods on clearance. 


     I've often heard from other retirees that their lives sometimes feel like all or nothing. They either are packed with activity to activity, then fall behind on life admin, and get wore out trying to catch up, but then can go days and even weeks with little on the calendar, sometimes feeling bored or lonely. I suppose the business of the Christmas season adds to this, but looking ahead, I don't have anything on the calendar next week. And...I'm glad. I don't have lots of mental bandwidth for socialization for hours on end and day after day. I reached out to my MIL to share I'd likely leave their Christmas mid afternoon, after lunch, cleanup, and some visiting, but not for the 8 hour + schedule that has felt like the expectation. The pets and myself will need care. 

     I've been thinking this week, I need to pace myself in my retirement. Some weeks will be out of my control, where events or gatherings and have to meet timelines will need to be met. If though, I can be the master of my calendar, I think I'll benefit from trying to stagger my extra events. That's one reason why I do not want to do any volunteering that requires a schedule, or join any card clubs, crafting, or religious circles. I want activities that I can pop into on weeks when I choose to have additional social time but not have anyone expecting me to be anywhere on a set schedule. Even having my one book club dates arranged through June is rigid to me, but I also know the alternative is a bit of chaos. 

     I admittedly get annoyed with my MIL and older sisters who often complain about their busy schedule. Hello, you're retired and can choose to not do many of the things you are now complaining about. But, I'm also starting to understand a bit that when the way the week hits, feels different week to week, and that they don't want to miss out on activities. I don't have grand children or children at ages that need me for anything. Other than pet care, I'll have no one to be responsible for but myself. 

     I also don't want to pack my calendar to the brim so that when a genuine new opportunity comes up in conflict, I feel an obligation to honor the first event. It might not even be something fun, but about being there for people. I had to miss attending the visitation for an old friends father last Monday because I was stuck in a work situation. She lives quite far away and while we're no longer close friends, I have fond memories of our school days and her dad, who was at every one of our basketball games from 7th grade on. ( My old friend was an elite athlete. I road the bench and eventually found a better basketball talent being the team statistician.) I sent my sympathies of course, but would have liked to see her. As more old friends lose parents, or like in my case, spouses, I know what it means to have people show up for you with kind words and share good memories. For my older siblings and MIL, half their commitments seem to be wakes and funerals, though some seem quite tangential in their relationship to the deceased or to the family. 

     That took an unintended turn to the post. My point being, I plan to pace myself with a mix of a social calendar, a class or lecture or two, meaningful short term volunteering, light paid work, travel as I can afford including day trips, and periods of intentional boredom. It's in those times of lull I hope to spend focused on my own pursuits and hobbies. 

Comments

  1. I LOVE LOVE LOVE my empty calendar. I am 5.5 years into retirement (retired at 58). My motto was and is "I will do what I want, when I want, if I want". I take cardio classes, having joined a gym 2y ago. I've had both knees replaced and I could not get my balance back and now I have it!!!! I get to go for long walks along the river nearby. I can say YES to a last minute "want to meet up at 3". I sew, I read, I knit, I quilt. I'm loving retirement. People who are "so busy" sound like a victim-no sympathy from this girl. They make choices just like I do. I did renew my RN license just in case I found retirement wasn't ready for me yet and I purposely had an empty calendar to "try it on". Not a single moment's regret.

    Happy Wednesday to you :-)

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  2. You're so wise to be thinking about this. I'm with you on the volunteering. I've served on boards and committees all my adult life. Now I pack lunches for the homeless once a week. There aren't any meetings, no training etc. It fits perfectly. Wishing you all the best in the holidays and in retirement. Lynn, Pecos, NM

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  3. Agreed! I did a similar round of thinking before I retired. It really helps to focus your lifestyle. Retirement can be as busy or as slow as you like. I have been retired for 9 years. I love everyday! It is my own choice of how I spend the day. I have had to reset several times because I let expectations of others creep into my days. I reset my boundaries from time to time. I have been involved with volunteering since my retirement. My passion is for animal rescue. Even in my volunteering I change what I do each year depending on what is going on in my personal life. My goal is to do something each week to help at the shelter. But, I don't have a set schedule. I just secured a $10,000 grant for them to help with spay/neutering and medical care.

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  4. It is not a transgression, whether still working or retired, to having blank spaces on your calendar. You get it: yes, it is about pacing. And when you first retire, the pacing is different and it takes time to figure out what works best for you (ignore "helpful" comments about how you need to do this or that or whatever in retirement). Step by step, Sam!

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  5. While I'm ready to do some type of paid employment again, speaking a bit about my "funemployment" period, I love having a schedule in the morning for working out. It's my own decision to work out, and can certainly adjust and cancel during weeks that get busy or I'm out of town. It benefits me physically, and I get to catch up with friends I've met from the class. It's a nice amount of structure with minimal responsibility & no need to feel guilty when I need to miss.

    I also plan one social event a week, but some weeks get packed with more than that, and I try to really know what else I have on the books. On a week when I also have two of Nick's games to watch, I'll consider those my social events, and move around other things. I have a bunch of friends I can reach out to for walks, hikes, etc, but no formal times we get together. We plan on an ad hoc basis, which keeps things flexible.

    Similarly, I do drop in volunteering only for the high school, which allows me to choose weeks where it will work out with my schedule.

    (Hawaii Planner)

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  6. It makes me tired thinking about an 8+ hour social commitment, exhausts me. I would need to crawl off for a nap.

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  7. I have that same pan - if you need a recipe let me know (pretty sure if you google "whipping cream pound cake" you'll find it). Lots of butter, sugar, eggs and cream!

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