My Heart Throbs

      I was so tired when I got home earlier from a night and morning of care. Neither my SIL or I slept much...we were preparing for the end as his breathing was so low and soft, though he's hanging on. I'm betting SIL will cat nap at most today, but I laid down and sleep nabbed me for nearly an hour and a half. When I woke, I had Little Miss cuddling. 


     The day was gorgeous and I needed to move. The small bits of sleep last night was on a very old and uncomfortable, much too small for my longish limbs, love seat at the end of his bed, or me resting my head on the bed when sitting by my brother's side. First I took the big dog on a long walk, then pup on a much shorter, but good for his 14 year old legs. 

     These three, plus when the other cat visits or I visit him at my daughter's, melt my heart. Pets are an incredible gift and I'm thankful for them all. 

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  1. Cheryl KimbleyMay 5, 2025 at 5:54 PM

    Animals can sooth the soul. They have a way of giving comfort when needed. Prayers for all.

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  2. GinaMay 5, 2025 at 6:36 PM

    That kitty looks very sweet. What a comfort to have her purring nearby.

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  3. CelieMay 5, 2025 at 7:18 PM

    These final moments are heartbreaking. Pets are so comforting. Blessings to all.

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  4. LindaMay 5, 2025 at 10:55 PM

    I did not realize the end was so close for him.

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  5. KirstenMMay 6, 2025 at 1:45 AM

    I admire your all for hanging on there together

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  6. Chef OwingsMay 6, 2025 at 4:06 AM

    Prayers and comfort

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  7. LoriMay 6, 2025 at 5:56 AM

    Prayers for your family. Animals really can sense when we need them the most.

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  8. BelindaMay 6, 2025 at 6:20 AM

    Sweet kitty and probably knows something is going on there.

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  9. AprilMay 6, 2025 at 6:45 AM

    Comfort and peace for all of you, dear Sam.

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  10. AnonymousMay 6, 2025 at 8:18 AM

    Sending lots of love & peace to you and your family. - Hawaii Planner

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  11. BobbieMay 6, 2025 at 8:25 AM

    I'm sure your brother feels your presence.

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  12. AnonymousMay 6, 2025 at 8:45 AM

    Mom's cat GUARDED her on her bed, to the last breath. It was beautiful. Animals are incredibly intuitive on our needs. Hugs to you all. (Elle-no idea why google is stuck on Anon right now).

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  13. AmyMay 6, 2025 at 9:03 AM

    {{{Hugs}}}

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  14. jjMay 6, 2025 at 10:54 AM

    Those fuzzy nurses know exactly what the doctor ordered!

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  15. One FamilyMay 6, 2025 at 11:09 AM

    Hugs to you - take care.

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  16. tahoegirl.blogMay 6, 2025 at 11:14 AM

    It's wonderful you are able to help out in this very difficult time. I'm sure your SIL is very appreciative . I send loving thoughts to you and your brother and family.

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  17. AnonymousMay 6, 2025 at 1:07 PM

    I am so sorry. Virtual hugs and prayers for your strength. Cindy in the South

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  18. ScarletMay 6, 2025 at 1:55 PM

    Thinking of you xx

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  19. SharonMay 6, 2025 at 9:26 PM

    Sending hugs. Pets can be such a comfort in times of trouble. I think they sense more than we think!

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